silent reader~

i used to hate silent readers..
not the 'i wish u burn in hell' hate..
just that i don't understand..why people can spend hours reading ur blog but didn't left any sign of their visits of anything..

but now..i don't really care anymore..
why????because all this while i thought most of my silent reader is my friends...
i 've never imagine that someone would spend their time reading other peoples blog they didn't even know..
until 1 day i was blog hoping..n found green apple's blog..
when i realized i was hooked..but i chose to be a silent reader..
because i feel it is awkward to drop comment to someone u didn't know..n pretend as if..u've known them ages ago..heheh..
i dunno..i think it's funny..
but now..i try *try ke???ke hari pun comment je* to drop my comment here n there..heheh..
itu pun setelah die sound oleh green apple..rupenye die bole trace who stalk her blog..
daymnnn!!!!!!
BUT..i don't mind silent reader anymore..
because..maybe they have the same feeling i used to have before..

nway,that was only the intro...*panjang gile intro*
here is the main point...
i dunno if u guys have the same feeling..but when u actually stalk someone's blog..
u feel like u know them..u feel like u know their family..
u feel like u wanna be apart of it..i mean like being friends or what so ever..
BUT!!!!!!! i'm not daring enough...i prefer it to remain as net friends..
i think it would be weird if ur net/blogger friends want to meet up or something..
i dunno....eventho i talk a lot..but i still need time to break the ice..
n usually it happened when ur friend bring other friends when u met up..
at least..ade gak pengantara..i mean..if i x friendly lagi ngan that 'new friend' still bole sembang2 ngan ur friend...get what i'm trying to say here???
tp if x 2 -2 x pernah jumpa..just kenal dpd net..
tetibe nak jumpa..x rase pelik ke???ke aku yg Kampung madness..???heheh..
thats why masa teteh ajak gi wedding umah cousin die kt swangsa nih aku mcm freak out sikit..
rase kelakar...tp mmg time tuh aku ade hal....
but if xde hal pun..maybe aku ckap..'xpe kot,lain kali laaa..'..tah la.. aku = KG!!!
tah ape2 kan aku nih???

nway,still itu bukan tujuan cite nih..tuh isi pertama..
tadi aku tido lagi!!!dpd petang sampai 10pm..gile tido mcm nak mati..
terjaga pun sebab ben call..heheh..then terus amik towel..
turun bawah..nak mandi...then dengar ade org bg salam kt depan...
me tanya noy..siapa???noy cakap pedd..my friend..
aku macam malas nak layan..sbb aku masih mamai n aku bengang sbb die gi perhentian x ajak aku..herrgghhhhh....
nway,i went straight to the toilet..took my shower...
later i went to the kitchen to have my dinner..
bile kat meja makan tuh..pedd cakap hi..aku x layan pun...
sbb still xde mood...pedd tau aku tgh xde mood..so die terus sembang2 ngan noy...
from the corner of my eyes i can see that she brought few people with her..but i'm not sure who..
sbb konon..ala2 eksyen..xmo pandang la konon...

lepas habis makan..nak xnak kene la dok depan kan...
xkan nak aku nak emo2..nyorok kt dapur lak..
macam bibik je rase nanti..
so lepas makan mood aku dah ok..ala2 ceria je..* owh..sebab lapar rupenye..ingatkan moody sbb ape la tadi*
then pedd introduce her friend..mila..
her officemate..the other one is her cousin/young bro..shafiq..
n to my surprise..pedd said that mila reads my blog..
thats why pedd bring her along..so that she can meet me...
haihhhh...aku terus rase tersipu..
bukan ape..rase segan je..sbb i x kenal org tuh..tp rase mcm org tuh tau banyak je pasal diri kite..hmmmmm...
kesimpulan..aku mcm segan nak bertentang mata ngan mila tuh..
n mcm x sembang sangat ngan die..
gile KG seyh aku ni..rase nak hantuk kepala kt dinding..
if ever mila read this..i'm really sorry if rase mcm eksyen je aku ni..
bukan ape..tetibe rase segan..psycho je aku nih...
xpe next time if jumpe lagi..kite akan sembang2 k..hmmpphh..

tu je aku nak cite..intro bukan main panjang..tp tuh je main point..gagagagagaggaga..
esok mama ajak gi sg buloh lagi..
nak beli bunga2 pulak n pasu2...
sekarang dah pukul 5.37am..ade yg x tido ni kang..
sbb if tido ..confirm pagi x bole bangun...
ok la..buhbye peepsss~

p/s: *before log out aku akan check the last number of my hit counter.. then besoknye bile online i check again..nak tgk bape kali blog nih di bukak..paling sikit 50 times a day...ade yg sampai 100++... tp yg comment org2 yg sama gak...x sampai 10 org..wonder siapa yg rajin membaca blog nih..hmmm..

**check ikut statistic lagi la..mcm2 location keluar...subang la...damansara la(sape lah nih kan??aku tau sape..),puchong, klang..london,german(nih kau mate..aku tau)..n ade yg bukak dpd friendster link aku..ade yg dpd vox link..siapa lah mereka2 nih..ade kah kategori aku kenal mereka???atau kategori mereka rasa mcm mereka kenal aku???hmphhh...

*** mengapakah mereka mendiamkan diri???kadang aku terpikir..adakah aku macam garang kat blog..x approachable?? or sbb tittle n definition blog aku mcm aku nih x mesra alam???
aku nih mesraaaaaaa laaa*buat gaya tangan bob af2 tuh..'MESRAAAAA'..serious aku x suke die sebenarnye*...xyah segan2/takut2...akan ku layan dgn baik..

****n entry nih bukan entry nak paksa2 org comment yea..aku nak luahkan perasaan je..if korg x comment pun xpe aku x marah..cuma pelik je..muahahahahha

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